Monday, June 1, 2009

Back to Blogging

Life has gotten more interesting, to say the least. So I'm going to write about it.

I never thought my life was really interesting enough to bother blogging about, but what I've realized is that blogging isn't all about your life and the outward "goings-on"... it's about thoughts, dreams, realizations, other people, society, politics, religion, faith, family, interests, friends, time spent, time spend bad, time spent well, something worth saying, actions worth doing, fights worth fighting...it's about your affect on me and my affect on you. It's about typing the word affect and not being sure if you're using it correctly because grammer never really was your strong point. Nor was spelling, for that matter.

Blogging is about rambling. Blogging is about secrets. Fears. Failures and fortunes. It's about using incomplete sentences because that's how my mind thinks... in incomplete sentences.

It's about repeating myself over and over until I've convinced myself.
It's about getting things off my conscious so that I'm able to forgive myself.
It's about being bored and procrastination.
It's about being able to speak out without having to hear everyone elses counter argument.

Blogging is about being myself. By myself. For now, at least.
It's about discovery. Maybe some day my little words and big thoughts will be uncovered and read by many. Maybe it will change a life. Touch a heart. Mend a soul. Dry a tear. Cause a tear. Create a laugh. Crack a smile. Strike a conversation. Cause someone to second guess. Get someone to ask. Allow someone to care. Free someone. Show someone truth. Give someone hope. Maybe it will get you to understand me because you never understood me before.

Blogging is about...whatever you let it be about.